So how did my negative belief system affect my business life?

As I mentioned in an earlier blog, I was a workaholic.  Besides being a registered nurse, I tried many different business ventures: various kinds of home parties and several network marketing ventures.

I was very creative and had lots of wonderful ideas.  I worked very hard and spent money we didn’t have, trying to get the businesses going.  But every time the business would start to be successful, I would sabotage it.

I understand now why I did that.  It was because I had to be true to my belief system of not being good enough.  Subconsciously I believed that I didn’t deserve to succeed.  So when I started to be successful, I would start doing things or not doing things that would cause my businesses to fail.

I found this to be true even as I started my business as a stress relief coach.  I worked with people for well over a year before I ever got paid.  I even turned down people who were willing to pay me.  How dumb is that?

I didn’t believe that I was good enough for people to actually pay me.  I had learned about the negative belief systems and emotional blocks and was able to help other people break theirs.  but mine were too deeply buried.  I couldn’t access them myself.

I had to go to another skilled Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) specialist to get my negative emotional blocks about worthiness and money broken.  Finally, I was free to move forward with my business and succeed financially.